Lazy

Soon I will be died, because of my laziness. I must be a hardworking and change my mind to be a more goal motivated person or else laziness will kill me. Screw you, Lazy!

After few tiring days.

Yes! Today I finished my last exam paper, it is time to pack all my things and go back to hometown.

I will be working part time in my hometown to earn some pocket money.

After yesterday sleepless night, my face has grown a few pimples in my right cheek.

Tonight have to utilize my time for sleeping to recover back.

Try hard.

Good! Someone with pessimistic thinking is bringing the trend of committing suicide, but I will not follow this trend.

I’m going to work as part time when holiday comes.

Damn, Tamil has many things to study!

Insomnia.

I feel like can’t sleep tonight, although I want to sleep early tonight. I just thought of deleting my Facebook account, because I have addicted to Facebook I guess.

I don’t like Facebook, because it’s too boring and I really don’t know what to do when access to Facebook.

I am happy to go workshop today, it was surprising I know many friends as well as having fun through that workshop.

Hope I can prepare well for my exam.

Pathetic.

I want to do what I want to do, but in the end the things that I’m doing is wasting time. It’s just pathetic.

I hope I can awake before the final, I hope I can control myself and do something important. I have been addicted to something since last month, I just hope to recover and improve myself.

This few days the internet line is not good, it caused a lot difficulties in doing my stuff. I felt annoying.

Hate.

I hate everything about here, the culture, people and whatever here.

I hate people who is arrogant, selfish, look down on others, don’t listen others opinion, don’t do what they have to do, don’t do their work seriously, talk crap and many more shit.

I hate a person who is elder than me, he is arrogant, don’t hear others opinion, then realize later he was wrong. But this situation never change, it is repeated over and over again.

Today.

Feeling of too worried about someone, feeling of worries will turn into feeling of love, I’m afraid of being fall in love. I would go to your house and find you, but I’m afraid of falling in love with you, because I have that feeling.

Feel obsessed, addicted, and afraid. This feeling should not continue.

Being took at dark place.